This weekend I went to Lake Rawlings Quarry and became certified to scuba dive in open waters (I needed it to continue my education and life playing with and learning about sharks) I was nervous when I first got underwater.( in a freshwater quarry, let me note, I’m sure you have seen River Monsters, that was what was going through my mind the whole first dive) The dive master told me I would clearly be able to see around me. that was not the case. I barely could see 20 feet in front of me and i was getting very cold. (the water temp was 65 and I was in a 2 ply wetsuit) we started to explore for about 5-7 minutes to reach 20 minutes to consider it a dive. I didn’t like exploring. for one, that’s not what I am interested in. I (hopefully) will be able to be placed underwater and sit/ float underwater and look at sharks, not swim around. Two, I couldn’t see that far in front of me, and that made me very uncomfortable. I am a very precautious person. (and I will spend the rest of my life diving with sharks, I know, it makes no sense) I didn’t like swimming around, cold, looking at a sunken car, or a sign. It did not interest me and I had no earthly clue where I was going. When I got out of the water I ran to shower because I was freezing. I stood under the hot water contradicting my whole life before that dive about swimming with dangerous animals if the water I swam in was what they considered “clear.” I was really disappointed. I have spent my whole life wondering what it would first be like to swim underwater, and it was a real let down. I came more to my senses, without automatically changing my major to culinary arts, when my father and I talked that night. he reassured me that the water wasn’t clear today and where I would be diving in the gulf and Caribbean would be much more clear. I let out a breath and thought for a while why was I terrified of going in the water with a shark even though the water wasn’t clear. I know logically, I will probably be a little terrified the first couple of times I am in the water with a shark, no matter the conditions, because they are huge animals that are very unpredictable. I will have to “warm-up” to them because I am easily placed in uncomfortable places. I read that night in 1 John 4:18 “There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. the one who fears is not made perfect in love.” It really made me realize that the “perfect love” I have for sharks will eliminate the little fear I have for them. Sharks are majestic animals that have tons of teeth, but just like my mom told me with bees, “if you don’t mess with them, they won’t mess with you.” I am sure in my life that i will be in some “if-y” situations with sharks, but I’m sure fear won’t overcome most of my emotions. I know there are not sharks out there looking at me like a piece of meat. (even if some are, no big deal) I still love them more than anything, and don’t worry my mind was not changed this weekend, I am not going to open a bakery in auburn Alabama. I am definitely sticking to Shark Biology. As long as there are sharks dying each day, I will still love to serve them. Sharks to some people are the stereotype, and it hurts me to know that the stereotype has fallen into my heart. People just need to remember there are things out there that will hurt you. Sharks included. But why live your life in fear of an animal, when you can dive with them, see their actual beauty and grace underwater? This is kind of a long post. I apologize, just wanted to share.
May Sharks be saved and your mother’s day be wonderful,
Morgan Nicole











